A month has passed, and yet again-
Now looking back at how I've been.
Embraced by fate, as we unfold-
The love we share, the life we hold.
We've had our ups, as well as downs-
And had some smiles, but mostly frowns.
Despite these things - got in the way-
Our love survived until today.
Can't help but wonder what to do-
What sort of gift, I may give you.
For in these years, I gave them all-
Material things, big and small.
Alone, I think, what kind of gift-
To signify as well uplift.
Today and feelings - show I care-
More of your love, I may ensnare.
It's understood, begin a date-
And guarantee I won't be late.
Treat you a quee
I do not care where I may be,
Whatever fate befalls on me.
I do not care where I may stand.
Just have to move a better land.
I do not care what road I take,
So long as it is mine to make.
I do not care what hurts my pride.
Just have to toughen my inside.
I do not care if I may fail.
Despite how weak as I am, frail.
I do not care if I may cry.
Within myself, I will not lie.
I do not care who brings me down.
Mind not who dares to make me frown.
I do not care who takes my light.
Need not result to any fight.
I do not care how weak I am.
I understand what makes a man.
I do not care how sad I get,
Next day I know, I'll soon forg
I've lived a thousand days before,
Endured the strongest pain.
Despite the hate that I have stored,
Until I grow insane.
I overcame the biggest odds,
And fueled my desire.
Considered self amongst the gods,
Could walk across the fire.
Did everything a man can do,
I crushed those in my path.
And lied to all just to get through,
Who stood would face my wrath.
Had no regrets in what I've done,
I really did not care.
That if I find my friends all gone,
Alone would be just fair.
Believed I was invincible,
My anger grew in length.
Hatred was inevitable,
Evil became my strength.
I was a man so full of pride,
And thought I was abo
Smiles belonged to only me.
Almost everyone could see.
Need not look for they can tell.
Your were under my love's spell.
Friends filled with so much envy.
Jealousy drove them crazy.
Tried to break us both apart.
It's only love in our hearts.
Stood our ground, we used to do.
What we had was more than true.
Not a soul can take away.
Love was really there to stay.
Always thought that will remain.
But now I feel so much pain.
Truth is what I dare refuse.
For myself, I'll truly lose.
Mistakes led me to this fate.
Seems I maybe just too late.
Though deep inside, I must try.
If this keeps up, I will die.
I need back what I have l